VanillaBlushed | 2005

Friday, January 13, 2006 Y

Today, 13th January 2006, a Friday.
A Friday the 13.

On my way to school, the bus was freaking crowded. I had difficulty squeesing up, thank god I did though. Anyway when I was up there, I banged into people, people banged into me. It's an ouch with a capital O, man.
spell B R U I S E.

During OYL, MsChia asked Amanda and me what are we planning to do with our secondary three03 topics. I was feeling really stressed-out there; here I was, doing my chemistry notes in my spare time before lessons begin, and she had to come and ask me this question.. I felt awkward and awful. The bell saved me from answering her, anyway.
spell R E L I E F.

It was Chemistry lesson next. Nothing much, time passed really quickly.

I was dreading my next lesson after Chemistry, Physical Education. I really really detest playing badmintion during PE, mainly because I suck at it. I can hardly serve properly, let alone taking aim and hitting the target. Yet, my worst nightmare was about to come alive - pairing with a GUY. Our class's guys are fantastic at that sport, while I totally f*ck the game up. Having to pair with a guy just do unnecessary pressure and stress on me. I feel the burden, lalala. I was paired with Salleh. My first thought, "OMG. HELP ME!". Salleh totally rocks the sport; I am so going to drag him down. It proved clearly that I am just a hindrance to Salleh's normal badmintion style. My body language was screaming, "WELL. TAKE A SHOT AT ME. I SUCK AT BADMINTION. WOO~! TAKE A SHOT, TAKE A SHOT. HERE I WILL BE STANDING, LIKE A STATUE!" Darn it; LOL (X Thank god that Salleh is a strong player; sigh, I am so sorry, Salleh. I wish you wouldn't so unlucky to have choosen me. I am the worst badmintion player I have ever seen. O_O truth.

English. YAWN. English. YAWN.

FREEperiod. YES!! I did my weekend English homework then. No more Biology, no more burden. I FEEL SO GOOD.

_________ aftersch..,

I rushed out to meet Amanda and Yingru; we were going to Bugis Edge and Bugis Street. I bought an angel necklace and a keychain there. The necklace is so sweet. (: and the keychain is cake-shaped, topped with strawberries. DROOLS. Then, I bought another earring. I shared it with Amanda. It is a Mickey-and-Minnie Mouse earring. C U T E.

I wandered off when Amanda and Yingru was talking to a honey-coated tongue promoter. I went to 77th Street. Engrossed with looking for necklaces, I did not notice where I was going. SO, clumsy me bumped, HARD, into someone else. It was a guy. It was, like, a drama serial moment. The girl, with her head down, was walking preoccupied with her thoughts. A guy, was walking towards the exit of the shop; he was talking to his friends. Not noticing where they were going, BUMP, they bumped. The guy turned quickly. The girl staggered, before turning around EVEN faster, (this is the part where the hair-commercial-like hair movements comes from) and look at his face. Blushing, she quickly offered her apologises while the guy said, ''It's okay, never mind." Then before walking into the shop again, she apologises. Yaa, all the above mentioned, it happened. LOL (: The guy was really shocked, I think. Anyway, when I exited from the shop to find Amanda and Yingru again, who was totally smitten by the promoter and the promotion, the guy was standing outside. If I am not wrong, he was staring at me. His friends was saying very loudly, "GO SAY HI TO HER LARH!" and egging him on. I was trying to keep a straight face, and I.. LEFT, without another glance back. HEE, not romantic right? I am positive I heard his friend said, "SEE LARH, SHE'S GOING LIAO."

After I left, I LAUGHED. Bad, right? However, it was really funny and cute. I can't believe I didn't turn back and say hello, or apologise again. I can't believe I gave up a chance at romance. I didn't see his face, but we could have just been friends anyway. I can't believe what I do. I walked away, without a look-back. Sigh. I AM A FOOL; I AM MARRIED TO MY SHOULD-BE-THERE A1. Hopeless case.

After that, it was walking 'round and 'round like an idiot. LOL x)

When we wanted to go home, we cannot flag down a taxi.
SO DAMNED PATHETIC man.

Really tired out now..

NOTE#numberone01] Just want to tell that guy, if he ever reads this, though most likely he wouldn't, we could have been friends. All you had to do was to walk up and say hello. I am very friendly. Really. LOL I meant your friends was walking towards me liao, when I left. Too bad right? Maybe we will meet again, someday.

EDIT at 2010; 10:10PM

NOTE#numbertwo02] Yingru, I am so sorry that I wanted to get off first. I was worried about my parents and the curfew thingy lars. Don't want they to start calling me and screaming. Sigh.

{/9:21 PM}

Signed by Yours Truly.